Blame It On The Rain

Damn.. i dunno why but i'm missing school so bad.. with these current gloomy days.. i started to recap all the fun things i had done with my classmates.. and at this very moment i miss singing our stress-out song.. a number by misha omar which i forgot the title..

Haha i miss Nazree annoying self.. but he's funny, i miss krol spontaneous jokes, i miss suliza's questions especially abt computers, i miss syafiq's flabbies.. i miss khai's high pitch voice.. omg.. there's so many things to list out..

haha i still remember the time we all walk to the mall n where i screamed "Run Bitch! Run!" to the ones who got left out HAHA.. and yeah the time we practice dancing together though some of us didnt perform..

O yeah i also remember where gboy and i act as a bit player for RTB-RTM MoU during last ramadhan for Raya program, and yeah me and Khai act together in a docu-drama. not to forget where Gboy, K-rol & I trying out an audition...

Not to forget the bad things that had happened, syafiq, fang and i went tothe police and i got screamed at, and also the time where syafiq got involved in accident, even so.. we go thru all of it together...

and guys.. look wer we are now.. we completed our exam and excel (though dunno the results yet.. but we pass!!) and currently doing our attachment and it is 65 more days to go.. then we will be really goin on our seperate ways.. i gotta thank you guys for giving me such a memorable sweet memories... we might be forgetting each other soon but i wont forget ND/BNF/13

Fuck!!! doing this makes me missing you guys even more!! i miss you all so much.. i miss the ups and downs that we had together.. shit.. Blame it all on the rain and it's gloomy day i guess..

Goodbye ND/BNF/13

Yesterday was the last day for us (ND/BNF/13) to spend our time in our class and also the last day for school before holiday started.. Yeah we (Seniors) Will be back on the 30th June, but not in our classes.. infact we will be meeting in Student Center.

and on 1st July, we'll be dispatched to posted in our Industrial attachment, and mine will be In DST, Well yeah it's sucks that i couldn't pin down Armada Properties but atleast i still got a shot on DST (Which was my 3rd option, and also they pay us) and i just realized we'll be using Punch Cards to Sign In and Sign Out for work... NoOoooOOOoooOO!!!!!!!! HAHA

Reminiscing the time i spent here... i'm so glad that i quit RTB though i have to suffer my financial problems for 2 years. Well... it is because of the fact of that now I've heightened my educational level and also met with great new friends. I'm still thinking whether i should go to work after this or pursuing my study elsewhere (not in ITB or UBD.. Most probably KL.. it was my initial plan and now i have more reason to go there... to be with someone HAHA)

Hm.. wat else huh? Oh yeah i wanna congratulate and wish good luck to Reena and Amp For the "Battle of the Champions" on HSBC Business Plan Competition (I dunno whether that's the name.. but u got the idea right?) against all the Winner around the globe which will be held in Hongkong.

Btw i also wanna congratulate and wish a very-very good luck to Khai for participating Youth Camp in South Korea, You'll be one of the delegates to represent Brunei... Jaga ulah atu.. jgn kan menggauk, perform well, be friendly and enjoy ur time there (BTW pandai2 menjawap tricky questions by other delegates atu... especially on political parts)... Nah rindu ku plang Kapal Belia... Khai!! you should join SSEAYP (Kapal Belia) after this.. Hehe

Make Brunei Proud Guys!!

P/S: Khai.. belikan ku souvenir eh.. HAHA apa saja pebaik murah abis mcm keychains, asal ada bau Korea HAHA

I'm Free!!!

Yes!! atlast!! im truly and really free!! haha i've done my 2 resits on accountings.. (see.. accountings again.. HAHA) I dunno wat to do now.. shall i celebrate or not? i mean the results are not out yet.. Anyway i apologize for not posting anything coz i was busy with my probs to handle and now everything has been settled from my study to personal probs.. thank god!!

Anyway lately im so into playing PSP ever since it is cracked, i upload games such as Final Fantasy 7 Crisis Core, Final Fantasy 7, Final Fantasy 9, Grand Theft Auto & Bleach Heat The Soul 5.. and really soon.. Final Fantasy 8 hehe.. Actually the PSP is my sisters'.. soon i wanna have my own.. a black one.. inda siok bah main pinjam2 HAHA

This game is the coolest!!

Oh yeah.. I supposed to be off to KL on this coming 23rd - 30th.. but entah ah.. my mum canceled due to the fact that she's not allowed to do so, wah so kesian lah me.. i was thinking on having some fun before my attachment starts.

Oh yeah abt the attachment, it is not confirmed yet, but last time i had a great interview in Armada Properties in Rimba, damn the place is so freakin' nice.. hope i'll get da shot to have my attachment there.. if not.. apa bleh buat.. pasrah saja haha.

See I told you it is nice..

N oh yeah.. now i just realised.. im not totally free!! there's an obsessive freaky gay dude hunting me down.. he got my friendster, hi-5 & msn accounts and probably my blog too... and that dude is actually a friend of mine punya kazen.. and he asked for my number and my address from her..

NOoOOOoooOOoooOOooo!! Go away you Fag!! i dun mind if you wanna be friends.. but it seems like you're being too obsessed!! Don't be mistaken!! I'm being friendly to you doesn't mean i'm interested in you nor that i'm gay!! FUCK OFF!! I'm friendly to all ppl dude!! open ur eyes wider!! seriously!! u need to socialize.. ALOT!! o yeah forgot!! u can't!! coz ur a MUTE!!!

P/S: Sorry guys.. aku melayan mental ku saja ni.. udah ku block ia... masih jua kan mengunjar kediaku.. bagi mental jua tu.. cara lambut2 inda mengana.. main cara kasar tah ganya..

Accountings & I

And... where's the cash book again?

Fuck! I'm so stressed out due to the fact that I didn't get my allowance for this months and there are bills to be paid.. (actually i knew i won't be having one for this month.. but since the notice board didn't post anything abt it... i thought in a way i'll be getting it.. but fuck!! it's just a false hope) anyway, skip that, yesterday Miss liza just pass me by, smiling and said.

"Dash why you did it like that?"

I knew its abt my accountings coz i didn't do quite well during the exam.

"Why miss? how bad did i do? Did i fail it?" i said

"Mebbe Fail" She replied

"Which one miss? the phase test or the exam?" I said just to make sure.

"Mebbe both" as she walks in to her office.

I knew i sucked at accountings and accountings only, and wen i passed it i knew it was only due to my luck but yesterday.. on that very moment I was like.. "Fuck!!! i failed both? mebbe the exam.. but the phase test? i thought i did quite well.." and that one keep on running in mind till now.. i dunno what that smile actually means.. whether it is just a stunt joke or a sarcastic smile...

My world is crumbling down!

Frankly i was so stressed out.. that i just wanna get drunk last night, seriously! but thankfully i still can think rationally i mean I quit getting drunk like for months already.. and i don't wanna waste it like that.

So last night i called up my friends and we hang out until 5 AM. I dunno whether they realised it or not, but last night im not into making out any jokes and i did try to smile through out our conversation but it was just too heavy for me.

P/S: So that means i'll be having another re-sit.. Fuck! i dun wanna put the 2 years that i have spent here down the drain.. I will do better!! Gimme ur best shot!!

Nerd Mode : ON

Updating My Blog's Layout

For so long i was thinking on how to update my blog's layout and design.. n now here it is.. i hope it's good enough HAHA

What's with the angel with an evil smile u say? actually im the opposite of that.. I'm the Blessed Devil.. A good Devil but it's hard to find one of those pics haha.. that's what i call myself aneway, since i used to be doing all the things that against to those that's labeled as good deeds.. i can't tell you in detail.. but im not doin' all that stuffs anymore

The funny thing is that.. my "good" fwens said im not "angelic" enough, and my "bad" fwens said that im not "devilish" enough.. so right on that moment i was thinking.. am i a "Blessed Devil" or a "Cursed Angel"? well since i did those things 1st.. i consider myself as a Blessed Devil.. and frankly i have a friend who's actually fit to be a "Cursed Angel".. HAHA

Anyhow.. enough about that, hey you know what? i was sitting for my Business Accounting Exam.. FUCK!! it was like a mountain for me.. and i don't think i even reached halfway to the peak!! well.. juz hope i got at least Pass in overall HAHA, and tomorrow i'll be sitting for my Business Economics.. Wish me luck!!

P/S: Lately i keep on listening to this song (malay version wan lah, "Seribu Tahun") and i think.. my classmate dah naik mual mendgr setiap kali ku menyanyi lagu ani HAHA, anyway i juz found the english version of it.. sung (the first 2 verses) by the singer himself (Imran Ajmain)

~I Could Wait A Thousand Years, But A Thousand Years Is Just Absurd, My Dear... And If I Wait That Long... Will I Know Where I Will Belong? Even If Knowing Life's Just Soft Bound, I Know I Will Be Found In Your Arms Always~

Damn.. lebih jiwang english versionnya.. HAHA (Dedicated to you.. you know who you are..)

Ah~choo!!!

Gila eh.. damam ku.. i juz took my MC yesterday..well actually i could have it 3 days ago but then there are business project i have to attend to.. so i juz "sniff" it in for few days n took my MC today.. Btw actuallynya dari d mlm dah kan ku post my entry ani sempena Chap Go Meh... but there's a prob.. somehow inda dpt ku publish.. ani pun just trying my luck.. hope dpt..

15th February

Atlast i celebrated chinese new year at sheila's place (sorry kevin, that night i really do have other plans). Anewez it was superb.. there areGreen Tea, Shandy and boxes of Pizza specifically Cheesy Bites (By the way this is my second time, my 1st was in 2001 at my hi-skool's mate's place.. kesian kan?). Afterthat they all are planning to spend and waste their time at The Mall.. but then i was so malas.. so i skipped n went home lo..

17th February

We (Faizun, 743 Masterpiece & Camaraderie) all giddy up for another Social Responsibility Project joining in with the original idea of Aura's..

The day before, i entrusted Djah to pack all the masks & gloves needed for the day, while Buzz & I packing things up to be donated (Djah also did the same.. and so the others).. that night i was goin from home to home to collect all the things to be donated by my friend.. n half of it i dropped ut at djah's place coz i knew i cant fit all of it in Echo. As soon as i left djah's place i try to find more.. which ended up me getting tired n slept there till it was 5 AM!!..

So i went home got refreshed, n pick krol 1st (coz there are no space for the others). as soon as i reached at the project site... i left all the stuffs in Buzz's car, and i zoomed to pick Milla at a nearby Mata-Mata, Then Ain in Rimba and afterthat Nazree in Bandar... Whew.. after semua atu baru tah kami balik ke project site..

Well it was fun.. we were there to bring up a smile onto them.. all the energies drained, all the sweats dripped, all the tears fell are worth it though just bring out a smile from someone.. it somehow fills me with joy inside and fulfills my soul, and no money can buy me that feeling..

*last 3 pics are from Hadi's Blog, http://hierophyte.blogspot.com/

19th February

It was a cold cold day... n aku damam.. but then i want to join the business project for the consultation day. sorry guys i cant join u guys as frontliners.. takut jadi penyebar virus thru food.. so all i did was taking pics, sit down, sneezing, sniffing, and try to heat up myself.

20th February

Well as for today.. aku masih damam.. HAHA but i really wanna see the Lion Dance wah, so i went to school, as soon i reached there Sheila & Ain asked me to bring them to SKH to buy Firecrackers.

Then the show started as we reached school, though the Drums are REALLY REALLY Loud, i dun bother abt it since i got excited by listening to it while watching at the performance. I totally forgot abt the business project since i was awed by it.

Anewez by the afternoon i went home, n my fever getting worst ah, so later that night i went to ripas for a checked up n the doctor granted me a day off MC hehe..

Camaraderies' & 743 Masterpieces' Social Responsibility

It has been planned for weeks, that we gonna do our social responsibility project on cleaning a cemetery, but back then it was uncertain, not until Arif told us abt one in Batu Marang. Since then we have to make an appointment where every members in 743 & Camaraderies are available to join, and it was nicely done yesterday!! HAHA

K, lemme tell it to u from the beggining.. there was a last minute complications that some of us.. and frankly all rooted from me.. that causes us to arrived in Batu Marang quite late, while 2 Tutors are waiting for us there. I really apologize for that, n i know.. as a GM there's no excuse for any mistakes.

Anyhow, i packed some extra outfits, and zoom to my school, there i loaded all the stuffs that we need to bring to the cemetery, such as tools, drinks and foods to the car, then we all convoyed to Batu Marang lead by me.. hehe.

As we reached there, we were on foot to Arif's grandparent's house, there we had some light breakfast and afterthat we move on to the cemetery by 2 boat trips. (BTW djah scared & cried :P) HAHA

As we reached there, we recite Tahlil under a provided hut, coz the surrounding areas on the cemetery was full of tall grasses. After that we move on with our main objective, which is "menyiangi kubur". i tell you.. with such a large piece of land which full of tall grasses and no lawnmower around (s that means we used "Parang" instead) it's a huge task to be handled.. thank god it was 2 groups project and some more volunteers such as Milla, Sheila, Krol, Sham & Wali joined in, as well as some of the local villagers. (Thanx Guys)

We were there for hours slashing our "Parang"s around while the girls and some other guys are sweeping those chopped grasses to be burnt. Frankly, i think it was fun.. and for the 1st time the companies (Camaderie & 743 Masterpiece) are working together for reaching our goal, cleaning the cemetery rather than compete against each other to earn more profit. It is very satisfying for both our groups and also for the villagers themselves.. it's a Win-Win situation.

As soon as we done with all that, we went back to Kg. Batu Marang and had some rest and as for me to get my extra pack of ciggies in the car. Then we hop in to the boat again, as Arif wanted to give us tour of the village on boat, damn.. it was fun..

As things settled, we go straight to our homes and have a good rest.. well we do need it.. it was tiring... but with it also, we are able to sleep with a smile thinking of the unselfish things that we just did..

BTW 743 Masterpiece, Camaraderies, Aura & Faizun gonna have another Social Responsibility Project by this coming Sunday, i hope it will be as good and as fulfilling as this one...

Anewez, here are the pics that we took on that very day..

At Arif's Grandparent's Place

The Cemetery

Touring Batu Marang

The Participating Groups

Camaraderies (Zahrah Went Home Early)

743 Masterpiece (Amy G Went Home Early)