Accountings & I

And... where's the cash book again?

Fuck! I'm so stressed out due to the fact that I didn't get my allowance for this months and there are bills to be paid.. (actually i knew i won't be having one for this month.. but since the notice board didn't post anything abt it... i thought in a way i'll be getting it.. but fuck!! it's just a false hope) anyway, skip that, yesterday Miss liza just pass me by, smiling and said.

"Dash why you did it like that?"

I knew its abt my accountings coz i didn't do quite well during the exam.

"Why miss? how bad did i do? Did i fail it?" i said

"Mebbe Fail" She replied

"Which one miss? the phase test or the exam?" I said just to make sure.

"Mebbe both" as she walks in to her office.

I knew i sucked at accountings and accountings only, and wen i passed it i knew it was only due to my luck but yesterday.. on that very moment I was like.. "Fuck!!! i failed both? mebbe the exam.. but the phase test? i thought i did quite well.." and that one keep on running in mind till now.. i dunno what that smile actually means.. whether it is just a stunt joke or a sarcastic smile...

My world is crumbling down!

Frankly i was so stressed out.. that i just wanna get drunk last night, seriously! but thankfully i still can think rationally i mean I quit getting drunk like for months already.. and i don't wanna waste it like that.

So last night i called up my friends and we hang out until 5 AM. I dunno whether they realised it or not, but last night im not into making out any jokes and i did try to smile through out our conversation but it was just too heavy for me.

P/S: So that means i'll be having another re-sit.. Fuck! i dun wanna put the 2 years that i have spent here down the drain.. I will do better!! Gimme ur best shot!!

Nerd Mode : ON