Jotting Down My Heart

Hello there... i know its been a long while since i posted anything in my blog. but i have a question here. Have u ever fell in love and it just stopped halfway? and then u start to believe there is no such thing as love? well i did and it was long time ago. I start to get hook ups and meet new food s to chew on but then at that one special night, i met this someone special to me, she's not like any other i met and just fool around with i start to feel what i felt before and i said to myself i wont let it go as easily this time... i try to hold on to it as much as i can no matter what.

It was great, there were laughter and smiles with fights every now and then, but then we were still strong. Then i made an unintentional mistake, where my ex met me. It was disastrous, nearly ruined what i had but i still hold on to it and convinced her that such thing will never again and i break to tears asking for forgiveness and be a better man.

As time goes by, 6 months has passed and we spent our time together vacationing else where, around that time i've noticed there's something fishy. It seems that we were still the same, but i felt there are some sort of emptiness in me, there's a connection between me and her alright.. but only physical not mutual. I started to wonder what i did wrong as i promised myself that i wont let this go and make such stupid mistakes and be loyal and sincere of whatever im doing.

So i let it linger in my mind, but never to voice it out cause it might make things more awkward and worst. I mean how would you feel if one day ur lover said "there's something between us, there's no more intimacy and seems to have a growing gap between us"? wont you feel like ur heart dropped from 1000 feet?

But somehow one day, i feel like to use my skills and i found out she's been cheating on me, not with 1 or 2 or 10 guys behind my back. And yet its easy for her to fake it and say Love and Miss towards me with a smile and laughter every time we spent it. I really cant take it anymore especially when i found out she's having a fling with someone who is so close to me and they both were really good at hiding it. I just can't control my anger, jealousy and hatred, I've been so loyal to her and kept my promise, am i to blame?

In my mind that time was, "Blood with blood" so I went out when she was less expected and met a few which actually she knew them as a friend or acquaintance. When i had enuff (even though not reaching as much as her) then i spill the beans. I spill out everything i knew and what i did.And we concluded to forget everything and move on.

But then again the next night she went out again, with other friend of mine, imagine how i felt that time... i went berserk. And then again i forgive her and didn't do the same, i just slip it through coz frankly i still love her. And then soon after that she went out again with someone i knew again, i got no idea whether she has a problem with her skirt that it kept falling off especially to my friends and acquaintances, it really feels like i'm embarrassing myself after all that bragging that i have a stable girlfriend and I've been loyal to her and and compromise and so does she... well they got the idea that i was being all that to her.. but not the same case for her towards me.

And yet again, i still didn't let go plus she said she will be better and appreciate me more, like i appreciated her. But then things start to loosen up and yet i still work hard to get things better even planned to go on vacation together again.

Then here comes October, it was my birthday, we went out but nothing special happened it feels more like a casual outting, atleast my friends sang a birthday song for me, so i thought. on the 5th, she got a bad news and it affected her so much that i got scolded at for being concern of her. I'm a lover, what else can i do.. if i can not help at least im there for her and care for her, and for that i got the negatives? i was so pissed off and just give her space for few days. Then on the very morning of the 8th, she asked for a break up. frankly, i expected that coming but not that soon. i was caught off guard, so i said to her that i give her a month to reconsider and for the time being i will give her more space, and we will still going to our friends place on the 10th and i will try to fake it out.

Last night was the 10th, frankly it was hard for me. on the way sending her home, i start to talk abt it with her. In her defense she said that she did that so that easier for me to let go and not bring me in to her problems. I was confused and voiced out.. "what the heck am i here for then? be here only when you are happy?". After all the troubles, anger, hatred and forgiveness i gave suddenly she thought that is for the best?..

All i got to do now is justto wait for a month now, to wait and see where things wil go.. o heart please stay calm and hold on to it.. hoping to get an answer here.. a positive answer.. and hopefully it will be not too late for this heart of mine to turn back. If it's a negative answer, then all i have to do is ro say goodbye... even though it will be hard for me, but i hope u can find someone better, that can handle u better, that can love you better, that can care for you better.....

Is It True?

A friend of mine tagged me in facebook with the questions from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx, so here are the results..

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

Suci Brand & Cityneon's Move It! Dance Show Down

For these past few days i was in the ICC for the RTB Carnival & BITC, well i was just snooping around there and watched the rehearsal for Anugerah RTB... damn it reminds me so much how fun it was to run the event like that wen i was a Producer's Assistant 4 years back when i was in RTB.

But that was not the main reason why i was there, I was there for the Suci Brand and Cityneon's Move It! Dance Show Down which managed & organised by Cityneon and co-organised by Relentless Entertainment, I was so in to the competition from the very beginning as my friend, Tyrone asked me to come and watched the audition in Cityneon to pick the final 12 that will perform in ICC Conference Hall. Never thought that Brunei had such a great and yet unsung dancers.. haha not heroes k.. dancers..

The competition was held for 3 or 4 days.. i dun quite remember *knock head* but anyway there was an elimination need to be done everyday after they all had perform their routine, until the final 5 which was held on Sunday. And the coolest thing was there was a tie between 2 groups that the winner was decided my the audience. The 1st place was warm seated by B2BR, the 2nd was Majestic Crew, 3rd Epic Rhythm, 4th Rhythm Fusion and finally the 5th is The KB Rockers (they are the only shuffle crew that made it to the final cut) I don't get to record everything since my memory card is not that huge.. so i can only show some...

This was during Majestic Crew's rehearsal


Epic Rhythm


KB Rockers


Majestic Crew

AND FINALLY!!


SYAFIQ???!!!! HAHAHA joking man.. peace!!

p/s: btw i heard such huge event will again be held soon around this year and it will be in categories, so guys keep ur heads up

The Results Of Johari (Positive) & Nohari (Negative) Windows

I did post my personality query to u guys a year ago, thankfully you guys did participate in this so here are the results...

JOHARI (Positive) WINDOW

Arena (known to self and others) complex, confident, friendly, helpful, knowledgeable	Blind Spot (known only to others) accepting, adaptable, caring, cheerful, dependable, giving, happy, idealistic, independent, ingenious, intelligent, kind, loving, mature, responsive, self-conscious, sensible, sentimental, spontaneous, trustworthy, wise, witty
Façade (known only to self) extroverted	Unknown (known to nobody) able, bold, brave, calm, clever, dignified, energetic, introverted, logical, modest, nervous, observant, organised, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, searching, self-assertive, shy, silly, sympathetic, tense, warm

Do you agree with this? if not please poll in ur votes here.. HAHA

NOHARI (Negative) WINDOW

Arena (known to self and others) insecure

Blind Spot (known only to others) intolerant, inflexible, simple, cruel, distant, impatient, rash, dispassionate

Façade (known only to self) violent, childish, loud, unethical, inattentive

Unknown (known to nobody) incompetent, timid, cowardly, aloof, glum, stupid, irresponsible, vulgar, lethargic, withdrawn, hostile, selfish, unhappy, unhelpful, cynical, needy, unimaginative, inane, brash, ignorant, irrational, boastful, blasé, imperceptive, chaotic, weak, embarrassed, vacuous, panicky, insensitive, self-satisfied, passive, smug, overdramatic, dull, predictable, callous, unreliable, cold, foolish, humourless

What abt this one? do u agree or not? cmonlah.. don't be a wuss and vote in here :P

HAHA well that's it for now..

Chain Mails!

Have u eva received chain mails... i guess u did. I just dun get it why ppl believe on those lucks they will be having. Ugh it's just sooooo annoying

And for these past few years i keep on receiving emails.. which stating ur MSN icon will change if u forward the email, or you'll be receiving money from microsoft if you forward it.

And last night i received the most ridiculous wan, stating that AOL and ZDNET will donate a sum of money to a girl named Rachel (which having a cancer) according to how many ppl receive and forward that email.

WAKE UP PPL!!!! we dun have that technology yet bah!! plus tracking mails will be counted in as invasion of privacy, so i guess the company wont be risking it to be sued by billions of people all around the world. Ok.. lets say if the technology does exist and they have trillions of dollars to pay all the fine, do u think they gonna donate like that, i mean if so.. they gonna have to donate billions of dollars and for being stupid they gonna get bankrupt, think logically bah... even if thay wanna donate, they would have rather donate a sum of money directly or they pay for medical services. And to get public awareness they would have posted it in their site or other well known sites in a banner, what for using email??

Ok.. i guess i have stated my point clearly, so PUHLEEZ! dun send me such ridiculous emails anymore.

Updating My Blog's Layout

For so long i was thinking on how to update my blog's layout and design.. n now here it is.. i hope it's good enough HAHA

What's with the angel with an evil smile u say? actually im the opposite of that.. I'm the Blessed Devil.. A good Devil but it's hard to find one of those pics haha.. that's what i call myself aneway, since i used to be doing all the things that against to those that's labeled as good deeds.. i can't tell you in detail.. but im not doin' all that stuffs anymore

The funny thing is that.. my "good" fwens said im not "angelic" enough, and my "bad" fwens said that im not "devilish" enough.. so right on that moment i was thinking.. am i a "Blessed Devil" or a "Cursed Angel"? well since i did those things 1st.. i consider myself as a Blessed Devil.. and frankly i have a friend who's actually fit to be a "Cursed Angel".. HAHA

Anyhow.. enough about that, hey you know what? i was sitting for my Business Accounting Exam.. FUCK!! it was like a mountain for me.. and i don't think i even reached halfway to the peak!! well.. juz hope i got at least Pass in overall HAHA, and tomorrow i'll be sitting for my Business Economics.. Wish me luck!!

P/S: Lately i keep on listening to this song (malay version wan lah, "Seribu Tahun") and i think.. my classmate dah naik mual mendgr setiap kali ku menyanyi lagu ani HAHA, anyway i juz found the english version of it.. sung (the first 2 verses) by the singer himself (Imran Ajmain)

~I Could Wait A Thousand Years, But A Thousand Years Is Just Absurd, My Dear... And If I Wait That Long... Will I Know Where I Will Belong? Even If Knowing Life's Just Soft Bound, I Know I Will Be Found In Your Arms Always~

Damn.. lebih jiwang english versionnya.. HAHA (Dedicated to you.. you know who you are..)

Stupid Dreams!!

K lemme ask you.. have u ever done something juz like wat u dreamt off.. i mean on that moment.. Kalau cakap.. biasa dah tu, wat about walking or anything as such? well as for me i dun walk.. but i do.. most of the time punch & kick with a full force.. brutal stuff HAHA

Udah nyangku jgn tdo siring ku.. HAHA kan kana sebiji..

Back then when i was with my ex, she always like me to cuddle her to sleep..

An innocent romantic cuddle

But it turned out.. that night i was dreaming about me in a wrestling match, and i was doing this grapling choke on my opponent.. and guess what? back in the real world my ex was gasping for air coz i did the same to her, thank god she kicked and punched my leg n woke me up HAHA, that time i really felt guilty and yet still sleepy.. so we just distance ourselves and save the arguments for the next day... HAHA

Liat.. muanya udah merah.. mehijab jua udah tu HAHA, and that's what i did to her.. kesian eh

Ok.. just not long ago.. mebbe around a month ago, i slept over at my scandal's.. HAHA and that night i dreamt about kicking a white dude's as in a cinema theatre, and that dude was short, so i was grabbing his hair with one hand.. and about to punch him with the other.

Sakit?!

And when i'm about to throw a full force punch... suddenly i heard a scream, a voice of a girl and and it was in malay!! saying "Aduh2.." or "Adah2", and it woke me up.. n guess what? i was actually squeezing her thigh!! and not to forget.. that day i juz cut my nails.. imagine how sharp it was.. HAHA there were deep dark red scratch marks on it.. thanx to me.. n i know it hurts.. HAHA.. baik jua inda sampai menumbuk.. HAHA

Mun inda wah.. cani kali eh.. HAHA

Ok.. last night i was staying at my fwen's place, i was so tired to go home, so then i went to sleep there.. and yet again i got this dream where a girl was about to approach me suddenly and grabbing me all over (and frankly i hate those kind of bitches!) so i got mad and did the "Walls Of Jericho" submission thing on her (wah.. so brutal huh? frankly i never hurt girls intentionally, ok?!.. it's juz a dream) until she said "Ampun Dash!! Ampun!!" and i was then awaken when my phone rings...

Gila.. Atu lagi inda minta ampun.. inda ku tau.. HAHA

Thank god that i've told my fwen abt my dreams before and how i do it for real.. coz at that time whenever i move during my sleep.. he'll try to defend himself HAHA.. if i'm not awaken by the phone or him being alert.. i think I'll do the same as the picture above to him.. HAHA.. Sakit tu bui.. sampai patah tulang blakang kali HAHA

P/S: munnya aku cemani bah sampai aku kawin... mati kang bini ku ni.. ada sapa tau cana ilang kan this thing kah? ajar2i ku deh.. luan merbahaya wah.. HAHA

Prove it!

Do you think u r innocent? HAHA this is the test that i found out from one of the famous site http://www.digg.com ok.. lets have try... HAHA

What can you see from the pic below?

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You saw a couple in an intimate love position.. naked, right? HAHA gotcha!!

Interestingly, research has shown that young children can not identify the dirty images that u just saw because they have never encountered or seen such scenario in their memory.

All they saw was 9 small black dolphin imprints (such a healthy environmentalist mind..).

So.. i just proved that you r not so innocent after all!! all thanx to digg.com. try ur best to find those lil dolphins.. if it takes you too long to find even one... i gotta say ur brain is too corrupted with such dirty image/video/scene!! HAHA

P/S: I'm innocent.. HAHA

Where's The Passion?

I'm a techno geek who likes to take pictures, edit pictures, edit and make sites and many more, but then lately i dunno why i dun feel like doin' it anymore seems like i used up all my own resources and greed to learn more, look at this blog for example i dun even feel like to make my own template haha.

I guess i juz need some more time to relax and refresh my mind and rethink, who knows by then u'll even see the template of this typical boring blog will be changed hahaha.

anyways Hadi juz tagged me.. so i'll be answering the questions now.. HAHA

1. How do you see yourself in 5 years time?

I'll be seeing myself in pictures, TV & videos atleast every week in 5 years time.. HAHA luan blurus.... k lah.. i think i'll be successful and have more fwens and for sure i'll change my name back to Rafie again HAHA.

1. What do you think you were in your past?

A pessimistic geeky boy who was brilliant and excels in his study but then didn't have much friends and yeah.. i looked like shit..

1. What's your favorite thing to do?

Well i still like to read now, but most of the time i'll be sitting infront of PC or fixing laptops & PC, other than that i go jalan2 with my syg (adakan?), playing with my nephew and nieces and yeah.. i like to make fool of myself to embarassed my fwens of family... HAHA

1. Do you think money can buy happiness?

Aiyo.. stupid Q... if so wer u buy mah? HappyStar kah? HAHA.. if i can buy my childhood and change it to a better and happier one.. then i'll reconsider answering this to "Yes Ofcourse Wan!"

1. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

easy question lah this one... to have more wishes.. ah? y can not kah? k then.. i wan't Doraemon!! HAHA in away i will still have the chances to have more wishes to be done in technological way.. HAHA my heaven.. HAHA

1. Do you believe you can survive without money?

Frankly... i can.. i dun need money.. somehow i manage to get what i want and what i need.. i dunno how.. But i can HAHA

1. What are you afraid to lose the most?

My friends and acquantaince, i dunno why but i always have the urge to have more friends and keep them, i believe that u can survive anywhere if u have friends from everywhere.

1. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

half of it for my auntie for raising me up even up to now... and the rest for business.

1. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

I'm not the type of person who just barge in someone's life and say "I Love You", it's a big thing and i wont say it like that wan.. plus who knows if it is actually an infatuation HAHA

1. List out 3 good points of the persons who tagged you.

Hadi - open minded, tech geek (it's a compliment k?!) and great singing voice

1. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?

well nothing specific actually except.. having a personality that clicks with mine, yup... that's a hard one

1. What type of person do you hate the most?

Pessimist & hypocrites and yeah not to forget the "angkat bakul" wans.

1. What is your ambition?

Frankly i'm not that ambitious, i just afraid it'll dissapoint me in the end, all i want is to be happy with my life! even if that means that i have to clean toilet bowl everyday to be happy.

1. If you can teleport once, where would you go?

Hm.. since you say teleport.. so i'm guessing i also can teleport thru time.. so my answer will be.. goin back to 2003 and see myself enjoying stress-free life on board Nippon Maru HAHA..

1. If you can teleport more, then where would you go?

Japan.. oh Japan... i miss you..

1. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?

mistakes? hm.. i quit MD.. but i never regret it, if i didn't quit i won't be having a great life like what i have now, though there might be a chance of better life if i finished my A Level.. but no use bah to wonder on "What if"

1. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?

Hm.. nothing.. i like myself as it is

1. What music have you been listening to recently?

David Cook - Always Be My Baby, Damn!! this dude can sing wah!! i mean he sung Mariah's in his own rendition of rock.. as if this song was originaly sung by him and Mariah made the cover version.

1. What wanted to have the most, but you can't afford it?

Plenty of those cool Shoes and Messenger Bags.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?

35+... i wanna have a good life of my own 1st till i can afford someone to be within my life... anak org tu bui kan d kawini ah.. inda kan berharap arah indung kan minta sponsor?

Ok.. that's it... satisfied? haha.. k lah that's it for now.. malas ku kan buat bebanyak g HAHA

Hm.. Wat Is that?

I received a mail today... asking me to pick up a small package...

Hm... What's That?

Well at 1st i thought it was either my resident evil novel or fang's iPod cable.. but the small was too small as a women gave it out to me.. in my mind was.. it must be Fang's cable and as they asked me to open the package i was happy.. It's my 8GB pendrive!! HAHA

Is It Edible?

Anyway... i didnt went to school today, i want to concentrate of reformatting Ain's laptop since she wants me to downgrade it from Microsoft Vista to Microsoft XP Professional Media Center.. seriously, it is the hardest reformation process i've ever done.. due to it's drivers which were quite hard to find, i even read one blog that says in KL the drivers are for sell up to RM80!! and uhm not to forget the SATA harddrive which lucky for me after the 1st stage of reformating the XP can't detect the harddrive.

Ain's HP Compaq V3000 Laptop... (the specific model is V3063TU)

So i tried my hardest to find a solution of reformating it without using an external USB Floppy Driver (coz i dun have it, it's year 2008 for god's sake!!) which i suppose to put the SATA harddrive driver in it in order to resume it...

I tried to use a pendrive but it didnt work, it took me hours to find an alternative.. which later i found out i have to copy my XP disc and re-code it so that it will run SATA harddrive driver (which i must included in the copied disc) so that it is pre-installed before running XP disc.. and it works!! HAHA.. I'm so happy.. i mean i found a problem and a solution within a same day.. HAHA..

And Ain i hope that u'll read this.. n if you are currently reading it.. PLZ PLZ PLZ... keep the disc safe and PLZ PLZ PLZ... burn the drivers into a disc n keep it safe also... You'll need it especially when i'm not around.. Ok?

Self 3D Image

Hello y'all, i was bored got anything else to do.. and got bored of watching movies and reading novels. I dunno why but suddenly i want to find a software that can 3D-ed my face from pictures.

So I downloaded this software called FaceGen Modeller (You can download from here), and guess what? i have to upload 3 pictures, One from the front, from the right and lastly from the left. Since my computer is super slow.. it took me an hour for the computer to calculate the 3D frame of my face, and there it is.. my thinned face.. STUPID!! I guess this software discriminate against big people!! HAHA what the hell.. who cares.. now I can see how would I look like if I am thinner.. HAHA

The 3d Image

Botak g tu!! Sial!! mcm convict HAHA

Expressions

Anger & Disgust

Surprised

Damn I Look Funny If I'm Bald.. HAHA

Free Laptops?! Geek Mode : ON

Well i received a message from B.Mobile yesterday morning and it goes like this..

"Get a FREE laptop & modem

with FREE Internet surfing for

as low as $45/mnth.Visit us @

The Mall (cheezBox) from 26

Mar.Info@177. Terms &

Conditions Applies"

I gotta say that the last sentence really did kill my "Typical-Bruneian-Greed-Syndrome",but to some people they may have been blinded by the word "FREE". So i got so skeptical on this and just skipped it.

Anyway later that night, my friends & I were talking about stuffs & I brought up the message I received as a topic, and guess what? they got excited about it... and as always excitement is very contagious.. HAHA so I thought of looking out for it in the Internet. At first, I was only thinking of checking out the laptop specs, brand and model which later leads me to dig deeper on the terms and regulation.

Gotta admit that 3.6 MB per second (MBps) speed really blown me away.. its like.. you can download a medium quality MP3 for a second only, but then 3.6MBps is the maximum speed.. who knows most of the time the speed will be slower than that right?.. I mean look at e-speed.. though my speed is 512KBps but then downloading a song took me an average time of 15mins!!

Then I stumbled upon a poster from B.Mobile's web.. the laptop is actually Dell's Vostro 1400, then I searched again for a blog mentioning about this "promotion" and lucky me that I got to read a dude's blog who went to the booth, http://dencorp.blogspot.com/. From there I found out that some of the things are free except..

1. the laptop is not free, the $45 is actually for the laptop's monthly payment

2. the Internet connection is free for only up to 2GB of downloads per month for 48 months (4 Years), more than that.. it's $0.50 per MB

3. Though the modem is free, but you really do need to have an active B.mobile line to be inserted to the modem

To those who are thinking to own the modem since you have a laptop already.. well it's a sad news for you... they don't sell the modem separately.. You MUST buy the laptop in order to get the free modem.

Anyway I found out from one of the sites, there is a small slot compartment for SIM card underneath the battery pack of the Dell Vostro 1400 , but the reviewer said the use of it is still unknown, I guess that is the reason B.mobile is giving out the modem for free with the laptop.

Well what can I say? It's a marketing strategy.. we can't blame them for doing so.. in a way we can say it is.. as if, the $45 is for monthly Internet payment (if not exceeded 2GB or 48 months of usage) but free laptop OR vice versa.. c'mon guys, lets be optimistic on this one.. at least we can imaginatively see the "FREE" part on this... HAHA

Hm.. well for those who are really interested on the laptop here are the specs, which i got from the posters with lil' extra infos from the net..

DELL VOSTRO 1400

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• Intel Core Duo 1.6 GHz, Socket T5470 (I found out it is upgrade-able with Socket T7250 processor.. which is up to 2.0 GHz, just buy it cheap from eBay and install it yourself)
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• Microsoft Windows XP/Vista (Not sure which one that B.mobile have provided here.. but if I got to choose either one.. I'll choose XP, newer OS doesn't mean It's a better OS..)
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• 14.1" Widescreen
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• 1GB RAM (Upgrade-able up to 4GB)
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• 80GB sata Harddrive (Obviously upgrade-able.. HAHA)
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• 8X DVD-/+RW Multi drive
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• Intel wireless 802.11a/g WIFI
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• Ethernet & Fax/Modem
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• 2.0MP Webcam
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• 8-in1 Card Reader
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• Bluetooth & Infrared
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• 4 USB 2.0 Ports & IEE 1394 firewire port
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• S-video & RGB outputs
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• Intel® Integrated Graphics Media Accelerator X3100, which is not so great with current 3D games (Upgrade-able to 128MB NVIDIA® GeForce™ 8400M GS.. and like I said before, try to buy it on eBay and install it yourself. Graphic cards for laptop are rarely to be sold in any outlets, but some crazy-need-cash-dudes will open up their used or un-needed laptop and sell the parts.. believe me.. sometimes they really do this stupid stunts)
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• Battery Life... when tested with 100% CPU usage.. can last up to 2hr 24 mins.. and with minimal usage can last up to 8 hrs
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P/S: I try to find a way to use the B.Mobile SIM card (without using their Modem), so i tried to find an unlocked (can be used with any SIM card with 3G ability) modem, and guess what? i found a better solution.. an internal modem for the laptop!! it's Dell's Wireless 5520 Mobile Broadband Card Mini-PCI WWAN!!!! so I guess the SIM card slot underneath the battery of Dell Vostro 1400 can be used if this modem is installed.

Dell's Wireless 5520 Mobile Broadband Card Mini-PCI WWAN

There also might be such modem for upgrades to other laptops.. see.. who said you really do need B.mobile modem? hehe

It's Holiday Again

Well there's nothing much to say.. yeah i slacked off abit.. nope scratch that.. TOO MUCH fits well.. HAHA well actually i was to occupied that when i got my free time i spent it all on resting n socializing and yeah.. watching [H]ouse M.D. series & reading Novels. HEY!! its not a romance or such.. it's Resident Evil Novel Series!!

1 of 7 novels (i'm currently reading the 3rd one)

Hm.. actually i'm waiting for Resident Evil : Zero Hour Novel that i bought from ebay to arrive.. it's the latter novel after all 6, S.D. Perry came up with it in order to explain everything and the root of this biohazard mishap that happened before the Spencer's Mansion incident (The mansion in the 1st Novel & the 1st game).. thus labeled with the number "0".

N uhm.. i bought juz bought a pendrive from ebay also haha, a Samsung's 8GB USB 2.0 White Leather Case Flash Drive.. there's only 500 of it's kind (i think what they meant was the case is limited edition).. i'm not sure if it is true but i know for sure that the chips are made by Samsung but not it's case...but who cares?! it says that it's limited edition and those two words really excites me especially the price i bid on is the same price as a 4GB pendrive that can be bought here at the expo. Plus it is well designed.. very cool looking.. HAHA

Come To Papa Baby..

Anewez i guess you guys noticed that i didn't post any pics of anyone in this post... actually im juz too lazy to post pics of many things that i missed to post and lately im not into taking pictures.. hm.. i wonder why?..

Hm.. K then thats it for now.. I told u already there's nothing much to say.. HAHA

Ah~choo!!!

Gila eh.. damam ku.. i juz took my MC yesterday..well actually i could have it 3 days ago but then there are business project i have to attend to.. so i juz "sniff" it in for few days n took my MC today.. Btw actuallynya dari d mlm dah kan ku post my entry ani sempena Chap Go Meh... but there's a prob.. somehow inda dpt ku publish.. ani pun just trying my luck.. hope dpt..

15th February

Atlast i celebrated chinese new year at sheila's place (sorry kevin, that night i really do have other plans). Anewez it was superb.. there areGreen Tea, Shandy and boxes of Pizza specifically Cheesy Bites (By the way this is my second time, my 1st was in 2001 at my hi-skool's mate's place.. kesian kan?). Afterthat they all are planning to spend and waste their time at The Mall.. but then i was so malas.. so i skipped n went home lo..

17th February

We (Faizun, 743 Masterpiece & Camaraderie) all giddy up for another Social Responsibility Project joining in with the original idea of Aura's..

The day before, i entrusted Djah to pack all the masks & gloves needed for the day, while Buzz & I packing things up to be donated (Djah also did the same.. and so the others).. that night i was goin from home to home to collect all the things to be donated by my friend.. n half of it i dropped ut at djah's place coz i knew i cant fit all of it in Echo. As soon as i left djah's place i try to find more.. which ended up me getting tired n slept there till it was 5 AM!!..

So i went home got refreshed, n pick krol 1st (coz there are no space for the others). as soon as i reached at the project site... i left all the stuffs in Buzz's car, and i zoomed to pick Milla at a nearby Mata-Mata, Then Ain in Rimba and afterthat Nazree in Bandar... Whew.. after semua atu baru tah kami balik ke project site..

Well it was fun.. we were there to bring up a smile onto them.. all the energies drained, all the sweats dripped, all the tears fell are worth it though just bring out a smile from someone.. it somehow fills me with joy inside and fulfills my soul, and no money can buy me that feeling..

*last 3 pics are from Hadi's Blog, http://hierophyte.blogspot.com/

19th February

It was a cold cold day... n aku damam.. but then i want to join the business project for the consultation day. sorry guys i cant join u guys as frontliners.. takut jadi penyebar virus thru food.. so all i did was taking pics, sit down, sneezing, sniffing, and try to heat up myself.

20th February

Well as for today.. aku masih damam.. HAHA but i really wanna see the Lion Dance wah, so i went to school, as soon i reached there Sheila & Ain asked me to bring them to SKH to buy Firecrackers.

Then the show started as we reached school, though the Drums are REALLY REALLY Loud, i dun bother abt it since i got excited by listening to it while watching at the performance. I totally forgot abt the business project since i was awed by it.

Anewez by the afternoon i went home, n my fever getting worst ah, so later that night i went to ripas for a checked up n the doctor granted me a day off MC hehe..