Accountings & I

And... where's the cash book again?

Fuck! I'm so stressed out due to the fact that I didn't get my allowance for this months and there are bills to be paid.. (actually i knew i won't be having one for this month.. but since the notice board didn't post anything abt it... i thought in a way i'll be getting it.. but fuck!! it's just a false hope) anyway, skip that, yesterday Miss liza just pass me by, smiling and said.

"Dash why you did it like that?"

I knew its abt my accountings coz i didn't do quite well during the exam.

"Why miss? how bad did i do? Did i fail it?" i said

"Mebbe Fail" She replied

"Which one miss? the phase test or the exam?" I said just to make sure.

"Mebbe both" as she walks in to her office.

I knew i sucked at accountings and accountings only, and wen i passed it i knew it was only due to my luck but yesterday.. on that very moment I was like.. "Fuck!!! i failed both? mebbe the exam.. but the phase test? i thought i did quite well.." and that one keep on running in mind till now.. i dunno what that smile actually means.. whether it is just a stunt joke or a sarcastic smile...

My world is crumbling down!

Frankly i was so stressed out.. that i just wanna get drunk last night, seriously! but thankfully i still can think rationally i mean I quit getting drunk like for months already.. and i don't wanna waste it like that.

So last night i called up my friends and we hang out until 5 AM. I dunno whether they realised it or not, but last night im not into making out any jokes and i did try to smile through out our conversation but it was just too heavy for me.

P/S: So that means i'll be having another re-sit.. Fuck! i dun wanna put the 2 years that i have spent here down the drain.. I will do better!! Gimme ur best shot!!

Nerd Mode : ON

Great Countertenor!!

Ok.. I Just Wanna share some great singers... which the Mp3s I Have already Downloaded.. They are the potential international singers that mostly bruneians didnt know they existed haha, hari ani aku masukkan sorang baru.. incit2 bah.. kang panuh abis blog ku juz because satu posting haha.. inda ku dpt masukkan semua..

Vitas Bumac

Vitas (born February 19, 1981), is a Latvian-born Russian pop singer, composer, actor and fashion designer. He is most commonly known by his first name Vitas, or Витас in Russian. Much of his music is straightforward pop influenced by techno, and occasionally classical opera.

The sounds from Vitas' recordings exhibit an unusually high vocal register, which has led many to speculate that his recordings are altered and that his live performances are lip synched. These speculations briefly gained media attention in Russia. Vitas and his producer have both denied the rumors. Fans who attend his concerts continue to assert that Vitas sings live. During a 2003 live performance Vitas swung his microphone away from his voice several times in an attempt to prove that he was singing live.

Although some accuse Vitas of being a castrato, this vocal range is easily within reach of the classically-trained countertenor or male sopranist. Similar to the "whistle register" of the female voice, the countertenor sings in what many describe as a highly developed falsetto register while the sopranist sings in his head register using a different technique.

Here are his youtube videos:

Listen to Minute 2:45-2:50, Gila.. Justin Timberlake pun terkial2 kan mengikutkan ni.. Scratch that.. suruh tah Mariah Carey kali ah? HAHA, Btw yeah.. he juz mumbled.. sial.. appreciated abis ia ani.. membuat live performance with juz mumbling pun kana bayar.. hebat jua udah tu..

Recommended Songs:

Opera #2

Crane's Cry

P/S: Ok.. yg banarnya tahun lapas dah ku pernah dgr lagunya Crane's Cry atu, tapi back then i was skeptical and masih pessimist.. dlm pikiran ku tym atu.. "Gay jua anak ani!!" HAHA.. but eversince (which baru dlm minggu ani) ku dgr the 1st video atas skali atu.. tarus ku ter-amazed and said "Respect ku anak ani eh, pebaik tah kalau banar ia gay, he got the talent!".. and tarus ku berminat kan mencari lagu2nya yang lain HAHA

Updating My Blog's Layout

For so long i was thinking on how to update my blog's layout and design.. n now here it is.. i hope it's good enough HAHA

What's with the angel with an evil smile u say? actually im the opposite of that.. I'm the Blessed Devil.. A good Devil but it's hard to find one of those pics haha.. that's what i call myself aneway, since i used to be doing all the things that against to those that's labeled as good deeds.. i can't tell you in detail.. but im not doin' all that stuffs anymore

The funny thing is that.. my "good" fwens said im not "angelic" enough, and my "bad" fwens said that im not "devilish" enough.. so right on that moment i was thinking.. am i a "Blessed Devil" or a "Cursed Angel"? well since i did those things 1st.. i consider myself as a Blessed Devil.. and frankly i have a friend who's actually fit to be a "Cursed Angel".. HAHA

Anyhow.. enough about that, hey you know what? i was sitting for my Business Accounting Exam.. FUCK!! it was like a mountain for me.. and i don't think i even reached halfway to the peak!! well.. juz hope i got at least Pass in overall HAHA, and tomorrow i'll be sitting for my Business Economics.. Wish me luck!!

P/S: Lately i keep on listening to this song (malay version wan lah, "Seribu Tahun") and i think.. my classmate dah naik mual mendgr setiap kali ku menyanyi lagu ani HAHA, anyway i juz found the english version of it.. sung (the first 2 verses) by the singer himself (Imran Ajmain)

~I Could Wait A Thousand Years, But A Thousand Years Is Just Absurd, My Dear... And If I Wait That Long... Will I Know Where I Will Belong? Even If Knowing Life's Just Soft Bound, I Know I Will Be Found In Your Arms Always~

Damn.. lebih jiwang english versionnya.. HAHA (Dedicated to you.. you know who you are..)

Stupid Dreams!!

K lemme ask you.. have u ever done something juz like wat u dreamt off.. i mean on that moment.. Kalau cakap.. biasa dah tu, wat about walking or anything as such? well as for me i dun walk.. but i do.. most of the time punch & kick with a full force.. brutal stuff HAHA

Udah nyangku jgn tdo siring ku.. HAHA kan kana sebiji..

Back then when i was with my ex, she always like me to cuddle her to sleep..

An innocent romantic cuddle

But it turned out.. that night i was dreaming about me in a wrestling match, and i was doing this grapling choke on my opponent.. and guess what? back in the real world my ex was gasping for air coz i did the same to her, thank god she kicked and punched my leg n woke me up HAHA, that time i really felt guilty and yet still sleepy.. so we just distance ourselves and save the arguments for the next day... HAHA

Liat.. muanya udah merah.. mehijab jua udah tu HAHA, and that's what i did to her.. kesian eh

Ok.. just not long ago.. mebbe around a month ago, i slept over at my scandal's.. HAHA and that night i dreamt about kicking a white dude's as in a cinema theatre, and that dude was short, so i was grabbing his hair with one hand.. and about to punch him with the other.

Sakit?!

And when i'm about to throw a full force punch... suddenly i heard a scream, a voice of a girl and and it was in malay!! saying "Aduh2.." or "Adah2", and it woke me up.. n guess what? i was actually squeezing her thigh!! and not to forget.. that day i juz cut my nails.. imagine how sharp it was.. HAHA there were deep dark red scratch marks on it.. thanx to me.. n i know it hurts.. HAHA.. baik jua inda sampai menumbuk.. HAHA

Mun inda wah.. cani kali eh.. HAHA

Ok.. last night i was staying at my fwen's place, i was so tired to go home, so then i went to sleep there.. and yet again i got this dream where a girl was about to approach me suddenly and grabbing me all over (and frankly i hate those kind of bitches!) so i got mad and did the "Walls Of Jericho" submission thing on her (wah.. so brutal huh? frankly i never hurt girls intentionally, ok?!.. it's juz a dream) until she said "Ampun Dash!! Ampun!!" and i was then awaken when my phone rings...

Gila.. Atu lagi inda minta ampun.. inda ku tau.. HAHA

Thank god that i've told my fwen abt my dreams before and how i do it for real.. coz at that time whenever i move during my sleep.. he'll try to defend himself HAHA.. if i'm not awaken by the phone or him being alert.. i think I'll do the same as the picture above to him.. HAHA.. Sakit tu bui.. sampai patah tulang blakang kali HAHA

P/S: munnya aku cemani bah sampai aku kawin... mati kang bini ku ni.. ada sapa tau cana ilang kan this thing kah? ajar2i ku deh.. luan merbahaya wah.. HAHA

Prove it!

Do you think u r innocent? HAHA this is the test that i found out from one of the famous site http://www.digg.com ok.. lets have try... HAHA

What can you see from the pic below?

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You saw a couple in an intimate love position.. naked, right? HAHA gotcha!!

Interestingly, research has shown that young children can not identify the dirty images that u just saw because they have never encountered or seen such scenario in their memory.

All they saw was 9 small black dolphin imprints (such a healthy environmentalist mind..).

So.. i just proved that you r not so innocent after all!! all thanx to digg.com. try ur best to find those lil dolphins.. if it takes you too long to find even one... i gotta say ur brain is too corrupted with such dirty image/video/scene!! HAHA

P/S: I'm innocent.. HAHA

Where's The Passion?

I'm a techno geek who likes to take pictures, edit pictures, edit and make sites and many more, but then lately i dunno why i dun feel like doin' it anymore seems like i used up all my own resources and greed to learn more, look at this blog for example i dun even feel like to make my own template haha.

I guess i juz need some more time to relax and refresh my mind and rethink, who knows by then u'll even see the template of this typical boring blog will be changed hahaha.

anyways Hadi juz tagged me.. so i'll be answering the questions now.. HAHA

1. How do you see yourself in 5 years time?

I'll be seeing myself in pictures, TV & videos atleast every week in 5 years time.. HAHA luan blurus.... k lah.. i think i'll be successful and have more fwens and for sure i'll change my name back to Rafie again HAHA.

1. What do you think you were in your past?

A pessimistic geeky boy who was brilliant and excels in his study but then didn't have much friends and yeah.. i looked like shit..

1. What's your favorite thing to do?

Well i still like to read now, but most of the time i'll be sitting infront of PC or fixing laptops & PC, other than that i go jalan2 with my syg (adakan?), playing with my nephew and nieces and yeah.. i like to make fool of myself to embarassed my fwens of family... HAHA

1. Do you think money can buy happiness?

Aiyo.. stupid Q... if so wer u buy mah? HappyStar kah? HAHA.. if i can buy my childhood and change it to a better and happier one.. then i'll reconsider answering this to "Yes Ofcourse Wan!"

1. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

easy question lah this one... to have more wishes.. ah? y can not kah? k then.. i wan't Doraemon!! HAHA in away i will still have the chances to have more wishes to be done in technological way.. HAHA my heaven.. HAHA

1. Do you believe you can survive without money?

Frankly... i can.. i dun need money.. somehow i manage to get what i want and what i need.. i dunno how.. But i can HAHA

1. What are you afraid to lose the most?

My friends and acquantaince, i dunno why but i always have the urge to have more friends and keep them, i believe that u can survive anywhere if u have friends from everywhere.

1. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

half of it for my auntie for raising me up even up to now... and the rest for business.

1. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

I'm not the type of person who just barge in someone's life and say "I Love You", it's a big thing and i wont say it like that wan.. plus who knows if it is actually an infatuation HAHA

1. List out 3 good points of the persons who tagged you.

Hadi - open minded, tech geek (it's a compliment k?!) and great singing voice

1. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?

well nothing specific actually except.. having a personality that clicks with mine, yup... that's a hard one

1. What type of person do you hate the most?

Pessimist & hypocrites and yeah not to forget the "angkat bakul" wans.

1. What is your ambition?

Frankly i'm not that ambitious, i just afraid it'll dissapoint me in the end, all i want is to be happy with my life! even if that means that i have to clean toilet bowl everyday to be happy.

1. If you can teleport once, where would you go?

Hm.. since you say teleport.. so i'm guessing i also can teleport thru time.. so my answer will be.. goin back to 2003 and see myself enjoying stress-free life on board Nippon Maru HAHA..

1. If you can teleport more, then where would you go?

Japan.. oh Japan... i miss you..

1. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?

mistakes? hm.. i quit MD.. but i never regret it, if i didn't quit i won't be having a great life like what i have now, though there might be a chance of better life if i finished my A Level.. but no use bah to wonder on "What if"

1. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?

Hm.. nothing.. i like myself as it is

1. What music have you been listening to recently?

David Cook - Always Be My Baby, Damn!! this dude can sing wah!! i mean he sung Mariah's in his own rendition of rock.. as if this song was originaly sung by him and Mariah made the cover version.

1. What wanted to have the most, but you can't afford it?

Plenty of those cool Shoes and Messenger Bags.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?

35+... i wanna have a good life of my own 1st till i can afford someone to be within my life... anak org tu bui kan d kawini ah.. inda kan berharap arah indung kan minta sponsor?

Ok.. that's it... satisfied? haha.. k lah that's it for now.. malas ku kan buat bebanyak g HAHA

Where Was Dash?

I Was absent from school for about a full week.. i was mostly in Shenzhen.. HAHA.. Actually it was a last minute plan, my mom brought me there to be her Caddy i guess... HAHA

No Stamping? Cool...

Luckily that day i dun have to wait for passport stampings, since within that day Bruneians wil only have to scan.. no stamping needed. Anyway it was still early so we had a drink while waiting the gates to be opened

Hm.. Coffee Please..

As soon as we reached Hongkong, we tried to call Mr. Wong, a dude who we hired to drive us from Hong Kong to Shenzhen and he said that he'll be there for abt 20 mins. I was so thankful that he knows how to speak in English.. HAHA. On the way reaching to Shenzhen/Hongkong Border, Mr. Wong passed around an immigration form to be filled up.

A long sub..

The Back of The Form (Did they found out i'm an alien?)

As everything settled down, He drove us to Railway Station Hotel, communicating with the hotel attendant was a hassle.. there's hardly anyone here in Shenzhen that can speak english fluently.. we have to use gestures and baby talk with them and for asking the price.. we need a calculator for that..

The West Building Entrance For The Railway Station

Well.. there's actually too much to tell here.. so lets make it short huh.. we went around shenzhen using train which cost us 2 Yuan per trip.. around 40 Cents Brunei, we stayed in an area called Luo Hu which only took us 3 minutes walk to Luo Hu Station, we bought value for money bags, cameras & phones in Dong Men which is on Lao Jie Station,and to buy higher quality attires and bigger electronic stuffs, such as computer parts, we need the train to bring us to Hua Qiang Lu Station. Overall all the stuffs sold here is cheap, not just due to the Forex but also to their appreciation on their money.. to them 1 Yuan is like 1 Brunei Dollar to us..

so here are some of the pix i took, not too much of me in the pix haha..

In Luo Hu:

In Dong men, Lao Jie:

In Hua Qiang Lu:

In Hongkong Airport:

P/S: On the way back to Brunei, Hongkong was was too windy.. worst than any storm in Brunei, it was because a Typhoon was approaching, we were contained in the plane for more than an hour when the control tower didn't let the plane to take off, but as soon as the plane took off... the flight was scary, it was shaking like hell.. worst than wat i've ever felt before that made me speechless and pale.. it felt like the plane was about to crash and ppl was screaming, and i know it was a struggle for the pilot to steer through the clouds and the crazy wind.. but thank god everything is ok..