Goodbye ND/BNF/13

Yesterday was the last day for us (ND/BNF/13) to spend our time in our class and also the last day for school before holiday started.. Yeah we (Seniors) Will be back on the 30th June, but not in our classes.. infact we will be meeting in Student Center.

and on 1st July, we'll be dispatched to posted in our Industrial attachment, and mine will be In DST, Well yeah it's sucks that i couldn't pin down Armada Properties but atleast i still got a shot on DST (Which was my 3rd option, and also they pay us) and i just realized we'll be using Punch Cards to Sign In and Sign Out for work... NoOoooOOOoooOO!!!!!!!! HAHA

Reminiscing the time i spent here... i'm so glad that i quit RTB though i have to suffer my financial problems for 2 years. Well... it is because of the fact of that now I've heightened my educational level and also met with great new friends. I'm still thinking whether i should go to work after this or pursuing my study elsewhere (not in ITB or UBD.. Most probably KL.. it was my initial plan and now i have more reason to go there... to be with someone HAHA)

Hm.. wat else huh? Oh yeah i wanna congratulate and wish good luck to Reena and Amp For the "Battle of the Champions" on HSBC Business Plan Competition (I dunno whether that's the name.. but u got the idea right?) against all the Winner around the globe which will be held in Hongkong.

Btw i also wanna congratulate and wish a very-very good luck to Khai for participating Youth Camp in South Korea, You'll be one of the delegates to represent Brunei... Jaga ulah atu.. jgn kan menggauk, perform well, be friendly and enjoy ur time there (BTW pandai2 menjawap tricky questions by other delegates atu... especially on political parts)... Nah rindu ku plang Kapal Belia... Khai!! you should join SSEAYP (Kapal Belia) after this.. Hehe

Make Brunei Proud Guys!!

P/S: Khai.. belikan ku souvenir eh.. HAHA apa saja pebaik murah abis mcm keychains, asal ada bau Korea HAHA

I'm Free!!!

Yes!! atlast!! im truly and really free!! haha i've done my 2 resits on accountings.. (see.. accountings again.. HAHA) I dunno wat to do now.. shall i celebrate or not? i mean the results are not out yet.. Anyway i apologize for not posting anything coz i was busy with my probs to handle and now everything has been settled from my study to personal probs.. thank god!!

Anyway lately im so into playing PSP ever since it is cracked, i upload games such as Final Fantasy 7 Crisis Core, Final Fantasy 7, Final Fantasy 9, Grand Theft Auto & Bleach Heat The Soul 5.. and really soon.. Final Fantasy 8 hehe.. Actually the PSP is my sisters'.. soon i wanna have my own.. a black one.. inda siok bah main pinjam2 HAHA

This game is the coolest!!

Oh yeah.. I supposed to be off to KL on this coming 23rd - 30th.. but entah ah.. my mum canceled due to the fact that she's not allowed to do so, wah so kesian lah me.. i was thinking on having some fun before my attachment starts.

Oh yeah abt the attachment, it is not confirmed yet, but last time i had a great interview in Armada Properties in Rimba, damn the place is so freakin' nice.. hope i'll get da shot to have my attachment there.. if not.. apa bleh buat.. pasrah saja haha.

See I told you it is nice..

N oh yeah.. now i just realised.. im not totally free!! there's an obsessive freaky gay dude hunting me down.. he got my friendster, hi-5 & msn accounts and probably my blog too... and that dude is actually a friend of mine punya kazen.. and he asked for my number and my address from her..

NOoOOOoooOOoooOOooo!! Go away you Fag!! i dun mind if you wanna be friends.. but it seems like you're being too obsessed!! Don't be mistaken!! I'm being friendly to you doesn't mean i'm interested in you nor that i'm gay!! FUCK OFF!! I'm friendly to all ppl dude!! open ur eyes wider!! seriously!! u need to socialize.. ALOT!! o yeah forgot!! u can't!! coz ur a MUTE!!!

P/S: Sorry guys.. aku melayan mental ku saja ni.. udah ku block ia... masih jua kan mengunjar kediaku.. bagi mental jua tu.. cara lambut2 inda mengana.. main cara kasar tah ganya..

Accountings & I

And... where's the cash book again?

Fuck! I'm so stressed out due to the fact that I didn't get my allowance for this months and there are bills to be paid.. (actually i knew i won't be having one for this month.. but since the notice board didn't post anything abt it... i thought in a way i'll be getting it.. but fuck!! it's just a false hope) anyway, skip that, yesterday Miss liza just pass me by, smiling and said.

"Dash why you did it like that?"

I knew its abt my accountings coz i didn't do quite well during the exam.

"Why miss? how bad did i do? Did i fail it?" i said

"Mebbe Fail" She replied

"Which one miss? the phase test or the exam?" I said just to make sure.

"Mebbe both" as she walks in to her office.

I knew i sucked at accountings and accountings only, and wen i passed it i knew it was only due to my luck but yesterday.. on that very moment I was like.. "Fuck!!! i failed both? mebbe the exam.. but the phase test? i thought i did quite well.." and that one keep on running in mind till now.. i dunno what that smile actually means.. whether it is just a stunt joke or a sarcastic smile...

My world is crumbling down!

Frankly i was so stressed out.. that i just wanna get drunk last night, seriously! but thankfully i still can think rationally i mean I quit getting drunk like for months already.. and i don't wanna waste it like that.

So last night i called up my friends and we hang out until 5 AM. I dunno whether they realised it or not, but last night im not into making out any jokes and i did try to smile through out our conversation but it was just too heavy for me.

P/S: So that means i'll be having another re-sit.. Fuck! i dun wanna put the 2 years that i have spent here down the drain.. I will do better!! Gimme ur best shot!!

Nerd Mode : ON

Great Countertenor!!

Ok.. I Just Wanna share some great singers... which the Mp3s I Have already Downloaded.. They are the potential international singers that mostly bruneians didnt know they existed haha, hari ani aku masukkan sorang baru.. incit2 bah.. kang panuh abis blog ku juz because satu posting haha.. inda ku dpt masukkan semua..

Vitas Bumac

Vitas (born February 19, 1981), is a Latvian-born Russian pop singer, composer, actor and fashion designer. He is most commonly known by his first name Vitas, or Витас in Russian. Much of his music is straightforward pop influenced by techno, and occasionally classical opera.

The sounds from Vitas' recordings exhibit an unusually high vocal register, which has led many to speculate that his recordings are altered and that his live performances are lip synched. These speculations briefly gained media attention in Russia. Vitas and his producer have both denied the rumors. Fans who attend his concerts continue to assert that Vitas sings live. During a 2003 live performance Vitas swung his microphone away from his voice several times in an attempt to prove that he was singing live.

Although some accuse Vitas of being a castrato, this vocal range is easily within reach of the classically-trained countertenor or male sopranist. Similar to the "whistle register" of the female voice, the countertenor sings in what many describe as a highly developed falsetto register while the sopranist sings in his head register using a different technique.

Here are his youtube videos:

Listen to Minute 2:45-2:50, Gila.. Justin Timberlake pun terkial2 kan mengikutkan ni.. Scratch that.. suruh tah Mariah Carey kali ah? HAHA, Btw yeah.. he juz mumbled.. sial.. appreciated abis ia ani.. membuat live performance with juz mumbling pun kana bayar.. hebat jua udah tu..

Recommended Songs:

Opera #2

Crane's Cry

P/S: Ok.. yg banarnya tahun lapas dah ku pernah dgr lagunya Crane's Cry atu, tapi back then i was skeptical and masih pessimist.. dlm pikiran ku tym atu.. "Gay jua anak ani!!" HAHA.. but eversince (which baru dlm minggu ani) ku dgr the 1st video atas skali atu.. tarus ku ter-amazed and said "Respect ku anak ani eh, pebaik tah kalau banar ia gay, he got the talent!".. and tarus ku berminat kan mencari lagu2nya yang lain HAHA

Updating My Blog's Layout

For so long i was thinking on how to update my blog's layout and design.. n now here it is.. i hope it's good enough HAHA

What's with the angel with an evil smile u say? actually im the opposite of that.. I'm the Blessed Devil.. A good Devil but it's hard to find one of those pics haha.. that's what i call myself aneway, since i used to be doing all the things that against to those that's labeled as good deeds.. i can't tell you in detail.. but im not doin' all that stuffs anymore

The funny thing is that.. my "good" fwens said im not "angelic" enough, and my "bad" fwens said that im not "devilish" enough.. so right on that moment i was thinking.. am i a "Blessed Devil" or a "Cursed Angel"? well since i did those things 1st.. i consider myself as a Blessed Devil.. and frankly i have a friend who's actually fit to be a "Cursed Angel".. HAHA

Anyhow.. enough about that, hey you know what? i was sitting for my Business Accounting Exam.. FUCK!! it was like a mountain for me.. and i don't think i even reached halfway to the peak!! well.. juz hope i got at least Pass in overall HAHA, and tomorrow i'll be sitting for my Business Economics.. Wish me luck!!

P/S: Lately i keep on listening to this song (malay version wan lah, "Seribu Tahun") and i think.. my classmate dah naik mual mendgr setiap kali ku menyanyi lagu ani HAHA, anyway i juz found the english version of it.. sung (the first 2 verses) by the singer himself (Imran Ajmain)

~I Could Wait A Thousand Years, But A Thousand Years Is Just Absurd, My Dear... And If I Wait That Long... Will I Know Where I Will Belong? Even If Knowing Life's Just Soft Bound, I Know I Will Be Found In Your Arms Always~

Damn.. lebih jiwang english versionnya.. HAHA (Dedicated to you.. you know who you are..)

Stupid Dreams!!

K lemme ask you.. have u ever done something juz like wat u dreamt off.. i mean on that moment.. Kalau cakap.. biasa dah tu, wat about walking or anything as such? well as for me i dun walk.. but i do.. most of the time punch & kick with a full force.. brutal stuff HAHA

Udah nyangku jgn tdo siring ku.. HAHA kan kana sebiji..

Back then when i was with my ex, she always like me to cuddle her to sleep..

An innocent romantic cuddle

But it turned out.. that night i was dreaming about me in a wrestling match, and i was doing this grapling choke on my opponent.. and guess what? back in the real world my ex was gasping for air coz i did the same to her, thank god she kicked and punched my leg n woke me up HAHA, that time i really felt guilty and yet still sleepy.. so we just distance ourselves and save the arguments for the next day... HAHA

Liat.. muanya udah merah.. mehijab jua udah tu HAHA, and that's what i did to her.. kesian eh

Ok.. just not long ago.. mebbe around a month ago, i slept over at my scandal's.. HAHA and that night i dreamt about kicking a white dude's as in a cinema theatre, and that dude was short, so i was grabbing his hair with one hand.. and about to punch him with the other.

Sakit?!

And when i'm about to throw a full force punch... suddenly i heard a scream, a voice of a girl and and it was in malay!! saying "Aduh2.." or "Adah2", and it woke me up.. n guess what? i was actually squeezing her thigh!! and not to forget.. that day i juz cut my nails.. imagine how sharp it was.. HAHA there were deep dark red scratch marks on it.. thanx to me.. n i know it hurts.. HAHA.. baik jua inda sampai menumbuk.. HAHA

Mun inda wah.. cani kali eh.. HAHA

Ok.. last night i was staying at my fwen's place, i was so tired to go home, so then i went to sleep there.. and yet again i got this dream where a girl was about to approach me suddenly and grabbing me all over (and frankly i hate those kind of bitches!) so i got mad and did the "Walls Of Jericho" submission thing on her (wah.. so brutal huh? frankly i never hurt girls intentionally, ok?!.. it's juz a dream) until she said "Ampun Dash!! Ampun!!" and i was then awaken when my phone rings...

Gila.. Atu lagi inda minta ampun.. inda ku tau.. HAHA

Thank god that i've told my fwen abt my dreams before and how i do it for real.. coz at that time whenever i move during my sleep.. he'll try to defend himself HAHA.. if i'm not awaken by the phone or him being alert.. i think I'll do the same as the picture above to him.. HAHA.. Sakit tu bui.. sampai patah tulang blakang kali HAHA

P/S: munnya aku cemani bah sampai aku kawin... mati kang bini ku ni.. ada sapa tau cana ilang kan this thing kah? ajar2i ku deh.. luan merbahaya wah.. HAHA

Prove it!

Do you think u r innocent? HAHA this is the test that i found out from one of the famous site http://www.digg.com ok.. lets have try... HAHA

What can you see from the pic below?

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You saw a couple in an intimate love position.. naked, right? HAHA gotcha!!

Interestingly, research has shown that young children can not identify the dirty images that u just saw because they have never encountered or seen such scenario in their memory.

All they saw was 9 small black dolphin imprints (such a healthy environmentalist mind..).

So.. i just proved that you r not so innocent after all!! all thanx to digg.com. try ur best to find those lil dolphins.. if it takes you too long to find even one... i gotta say ur brain is too corrupted with such dirty image/video/scene!! HAHA

P/S: I'm innocent.. HAHA