Saturday, December 31, 2011
What Is The Best Gift For Someone Special?
Things have changed a lot for these past few years, I got a new job (thats 2+ years ago and this time its in between IT and Finance.. Suits my academic qualification and my personal interest LoL), starting to learn a bit of Tagalog, making a lot of new friends (mebbe I'm gonna post some of their pics here) and a whole lot more.. probably I'm going to post something abt it all in the future.
Anyway let's get back to the topic above, recently a lot of my friends asked me that particular question... probably bcoz I'm too sentimental i guess... LoL
To Me... regardless if it's for someone important or not, I would like to give gift that the particular person can remember me by... So no edible gifts from me (mebbe for an extra zest but never as the main one)
Okay here are the guideline that I made up and always follow (Atleast just hit 2 of those points):
1. Is It Needed By Him/Her?
You'll feel so good when he/she says "How Did You Know I Need This?!! Thank You So Much!!
2. Is It Usable Or Wearable Daily?
I dunno abt you guys, but necklaces, rings, bangles, wallets, belts, even tumblers are good gifts, why? because they use it everyday and somehow those stuffs can reminded them of you.
3. Is It Unique Or Does It "Say" Anything About Me Or The Person Who Receives It?
Well once I bought my mom a gold bracelet and ring with black pearl for her bday because I love black and my mom knows that and she caught me off guard when she cried...
I also gave a friend of mine a wallet embossed with wings for his bday bcoz he is so fascinated with angels and he needed a new one though he didn't say it (whoa this one is hit all the 3 points!)
Well as you can see, It's not about the cost of the item... but the sentimental value of it, which is far more valuable than any possible gift that money can buy. All you need to do is.... think....
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Jotting Down My Heart
It was great, there were laughter and smiles with fights every now and then, but then we were still strong. Then i made an unintentional mistake, where my ex met me. It was disastrous, nearly ruined what i had but i still hold on to it and convinced her that such thing will never again and i break to tears asking for forgiveness and be a better man.
As time goes by, 6 months has passed and we spent our time together vacationing else where, around that time i've noticed there's something fishy. It seems that we were still the same, but i felt there are some sort of emptiness in me, there's a connection between me and her alright.. but only physical not mutual. I started to wonder what i did wrong as i promised myself that i wont let this go and make such stupid mistakes and be loyal and sincere of whatever im doing.
So i let it linger in my mind, but never to voice it out cause it might make things more awkward and worst. I mean how would you feel if one day ur lover said "there's something between us, there's no more intimacy and seems to have a growing gap between us"? wont you feel like ur heart dropped from 1000 feet?
But somehow one day, i feel like to use my skills and i found out she's been cheating on me, not with 1 or 2 or 10 guys behind my back. And yet its easy for her to fake it and say Love and Miss towards me with a smile and laughter every time we spent it. I really cant take it anymore especially when i found out she's having a fling with someone who is so close to me and they both were really good at hiding it. I just can't control my anger, jealousy and hatred, I've been so loyal to her and kept my promise, am i to blame?
In my mind that time was, "Blood with blood" so I went out when she was less expected and met a few which actually she knew them as a friend or acquaintance. When i had enuff (even though not reaching as much as her) then i spill the beans. I spill out everything i knew and what i did.And we concluded to forget everything and move on.
But then again the next night she went out again, with other friend of mine, imagine how i felt that time... i went berserk. And then again i forgive her and didn't do the same, i just slip it through coz frankly i still love her. And then soon after that she went out again with someone i knew again, i got no idea whether she has a problem with her skirt that it kept falling off especially to my friends and acquaintances, it really feels like i'm embarrassing myself after all that bragging that i have a stable girlfriend and I've been loyal to her and and compromise and so does she... well they got the idea that i was being all that to her.. but not the same case for her towards me.
And yet again, i still didn't let go plus she said she will be better and appreciate me more, like i appreciated her. But then things start to loosen up and yet i still work hard to get things better even planned to go on vacation together again.
Then here comes October, it was my birthday, we went out but nothing special happened it feels more like a casual outting, atleast my friends sang a birthday song for me, so i thought. on the 5th, she got a bad news and it affected her so much that i got scolded at for being concern of her. I'm a lover, what else can i do.. if i can not help at least im there for her and care for her, and for that i got the negatives? i was so pissed off and just give her space for few days. Then on the very morning of the 8th, she asked for a break up. frankly, i expected that coming but not that soon. i was caught off guard, so i said to her that i give her a month to reconsider and for the time being i will give her more space, and we will still going to our friends place on the 10th and i will try to fake it out.
Last night was the 10th, frankly it was hard for me. on the way sending her home, i start to talk abt it with her. In her defense she said that she did that so that easier for me to let go and not bring me in to her problems. I was confused and voiced out.. "what the heck am i here for then? be here only when you are happy?". After all the troubles, anger, hatred and forgiveness i gave suddenly she thought that is for the best?..
All i got to do now is justto wait for a month now, to wait and see where things wil go.. o heart please stay calm and hold on to it.. hoping to get an answer here.. a positive answer.. and hopefully it will be not too late for this heart of mine to turn back. If it's a negative answer, then all i have to do is ro say goodbye... even though it will be hard for me, but i hope u can find someone better, that can handle u better, that can love you better, that can care for you better.....
Thursday, May 7, 2009
The Dashing Green Apple
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Is It True?
A friend of mine tagged me in facebook with the questions from http://www.quizbox.com/per
Your view on yourself:
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
The seriousness of your love:
Your views on education:
The right job for you:
How do you view success:
What are you most afraid of:
Who is your true self:
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Suci Brand & Cityneon's Move It! Dance Show Down
But that was not the main reason why i was there, I was there for the Suci Brand and Cityneon's Move It! Dance Show Down which managed & organised by Cityneon and co-organised by Relentless Entertainment, I was so in to the competition from the very beginning as my friend, Tyrone asked me to come and watched the audition in Cityneon to pick the final 12 that will perform in ICC Conference Hall. Never thought that Brunei had such a great and yet unsung dancers.. haha not heroes k.. dancers..
The competition was held for 3 or 4 days.. i dun quite remember *knock head* but anyway there was an elimination need to be done everyday after they all had perform their routine, until the final 5 which was held on Sunday. And the coolest thing was there was a tie between 2 groups that the winner was decided my the audience. The 1st place was warm seated by B2BR, the 2nd was Majestic Crew, 3rd Epic Rhythm, 4th Rhythm Fusion and finally the 5th is The KB Rockers (they are the only shuffle crew that made it to the final cut) I don't get to record everything since my memory card is not that huge.. so i can only show some...
Epic Rhythm
KB Rockers
Majestic Crew
AND FINALLY!!
SYAFIQ???!!!! HAHAHA joking man.. peace!!
Thursday, February 12, 2009
The Results Of Johari (Positive) & Nohari (Negative) Windows

Arena(known to self and others) complex, confident, friendly, helpful, knowledgeable | Blind Spot(known only to others) accepting, adaptable, caring, cheerful, dependable, giving, happy, idealistic, independent, ingenious, intelligent, kind, loving, mature, responsive, self-conscious, sensible, sentimental, spontaneous, trustworthy, wise, witty |
Façade(known only to self) extroverted | Unknown(known to nobody) able, bold, brave, calm, clever, dignified, energetic, introverted, logical, modest, nervous, observant, organised, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, searching, self-assertive, shy, silly, sympathetic, tense, warm |
NOHARI (Negative) WINDOW

Arena(known to self and others) insecure | Blind Spot(known only to others) intolerant, inflexible, simple, cruel, distant, impatient, rash, dispassionate |
Façade(known only to self) violent, childish, loud, unethical, inattentive | Unknown(known to nobody) incompetent, timid, cowardly, aloof, glum, stupid, irresponsible, vulgar, lethargic, withdrawn, hostile, selfish, unhappy, unhelpful, cynical, needy, unimaginative, inane, brash, ignorant, irrational, boastful, blasé, imperceptive, chaotic, weak, embarrassed, vacuous, panicky, insensitive, self-satisfied, passive, smug, overdramatic, dull, predictable, callous, unreliable, cold, foolish, humourless |
HAHA well that's it for now..
WARGH!!! CAN'T SLEEP!!
It's been awhile since i posted anything... it's not that i'm busy.. it's just that i'm so lazy nowadays, plus with no work and most of the time i spent my time at home so there's nothing to post.. but lemme update a few things here.. pin pointed.. HAHA
- I went to KK with Tyrone, Dan by speed boat for the new year
- Zue got engaged
- Hafiz got married
- Successfully finished my attachment with DST
- Went for parties
Well thats pretty much it actually HAHA... anyway just feeling like posting pics that i took during my absence from this blog



P/S: There's no new recent pics here.. haha im serious ni.. suddenly nada mood kan bergambar wah
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Miri Road Trip
well after everything's done, i asked my auntie to send me to Bandar and drop me off at Alfie's apartment, there's nothing much to do so Alfie and I just chat along while waiting for Adrian.
As Adrian arrived we swiftly went to Adam's work place t pick em up (haha kesian lah Adrian & Adam.. they got work that day and terus go Miri.. Btw Adrian.. dude u really look like a businessman).
We reached Miri border as the sun already sets, damn there were too much car lining up, after all the hustle we straight away go to Mega Hotel.
After some rest, we went to Thai's Secret (If I'm not mistaken lah ah..) Restaurant for Adrian & Alfie grabbed a bite (Adam & I sneaked out when thet were asleep to find some food.. sorry guys we were THAT freaking hungry).

Chicks.. Here Are The 4 Eligeble Bachelors... (for sure that dude in purple will the the last one be picked wan.. HAHA)
So later that night, we were on a hunt for Thai Pub (or Thye? I dunno bah god damnit!) but to no avail... so we just went to Cheerie Berries, i was so hyped up in the beginning i was jumping up and down like stupid retarded monkey oredi HAHA... but towards the end the music and the singers are not synchronised and just killed my mood to floor to dance.. but Alfie & Adrian was so hyped up they were super excited (Adrian.. man u need to think how to make u sweat, it is as if u don't have sweat glands man... Joking)
We were beat, so we just wen t to sleep and woke up for breakfast, packing things up and checked out. We head to Bintang Plaza after that for.... STARBUCKS!!!!! WOO HOO!!!! STARBUCKS!!! Haha the last time i went to one was when i was in Japan... n i just point to what people ordered before me.. coz communicating in English is useless there HAHA.. So we just lepak there and go online.
So afterthat we move along to Boulevard with their so Called 27-30th November Sale, well frankly i didnt see any difference.. but anyway we just buy food and some other stuffs and also exchange our money back to Brunei Dollars..
Then e-Mart here we come (that is one hell of a giant shop!)... haha we fetch some fruits there for our family and straightaway go back to Brunei and.... Lepak!! hahaha yeah we went to Jerudong Park Food Court to grab a bite.. there i met my baby Ili HAHA.. and also Buzzilah with her bf, Kamal.. well that's it... after that go home lah... what? u want to know to the very details? fuck off lah HAHA
Monday, November 10, 2008
The SSEAYP Reunion & C.C. Lemon
It's my 3000 Yen Bitch!
Dun mind that hideous background.. that's my room HAHA
Well i can take more pictures of the crowd.. i just so malas wan.. HAHA
Wah... Shanty... miss her the most.. Puput2... Laba2... Bawing Bawi... (Lurus kah?)... Cheers Dugong!!! U~~~ HAHA
From left to right: Shanty, Liana Roselyn, Azrin, The Handsome Me, Aliff, Adrienne (MaPY 2003) & my fwen, T (PPY.. HAHA no lah.. he's a Non-PY lo)
Thursday, November 6, 2008
The PYs..






Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Hm.. Boring Day
Soon after i took my brunch, milla asked me to join her just to see the shooting of Go! Broadband commercial that will be shown in DST Promotion of Go Broadband that will be held somewhere next week or next two weeks at DST HQ Tungku Link.
And guess what? we were called to join as a havoc supporters for the futsal scene, so i just join lah rather tahn killing myself with calculator in my cubicle haha..
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
SSEAYP Reunion On Board 2008
Yeah!! it has been 3 Years since i gone up aboard on Nippon Maru, this year's reunion theme is Bollywood.. Hm.. can i wear a t-shirt and jeans? Shahrukh Khan wear those in his movies bah.. HAHA..
Well i just found out that i can bring one person with me for the reunion party for $15... so i was thinking... hm.. should i bring one of my girls?.. nah!!! better not later they'll be clingy all over me that i dun have time to have fun.. so i decided to bring a fwen instead.. in my head was Syafiq, Khai or Khairul.. but then come to think of it they all have the chance to join in the following years plus to pay for the ticket.. i think we all are broke right now.. (Except me!! haha i just got paid by dst bah)
So i thought of Adam.. since he grew up here... it will be hard for him to join SSEAYP bcoz local political, traditions, folk song and dance knowledge is essential. So atleast now he has the chance to feel what i felt even abit as a PY.. HAHA
To XPYs who read this blog and paid... don't forget to be there k?
Time: 6PM - 9PM
Date: 8th November 2008
P/S: I'm Goin To Buy CC Lemon Drinks!!! I Miss You CC Lemon!!!!!!!!!
Monday, October 27, 2008
Blame It On The Rain
Haha i miss Nazree annoying self.. but he's funny, i miss krol spontaneous jokes, i miss suliza's questions especially abt computers, i miss syafiq's flabbies.. i miss khai's high pitch voice.. omg.. there's so many things to list out..
haha i still remember the time we all walk to the mall n where i screamed "Run Bitch! Run!" to the ones who got left out HAHA.. and yeah the time we practice dancing together though some of us didnt perform..
O yeah i also remember where gboy and i act as a bit player for RTB-RTM MoU during last ramadhan for Raya program, and yeah me and Khai act together in a docu-drama. not to forget where Gboy, K-rol & I trying out an audition...
Not to forget the bad things that had happened, syafiq, fang and i went tothe police and i got screamed at, and also the time where syafiq got involved in accident, even so.. we go thru all of it together...
and guys.. look wer we are now.. we completed our exam and excel (though dunno the results yet.. but we pass!!) and currently doing our attachment and it is 65 more days to go.. then we will be really goin on our seperate ways.. i gotta thank you guys for giving me such a memorable sweet memories... we might be forgetting each other soon but i wont forget ND/BNF/13
Fuck!!! doing this makes me missing you guys even more!! i miss you all so much.. i miss the ups and downs that we had together.. shit.. Blame it all on the rain and it's gloomy day i guess..
Monday, October 20, 2008
The Nipple Song
K.. this is not meant t offend any1.. its a funny wan.. u guys shud watch this.. in the office eveytym im so stressed out i'll be watching this n giggle in my own cubicle... HAHA seriously its that funny..
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Hm.. What Ah?
n mentally challenging and yeah i still do totally hate accountings, *antak2 pala dah ni...* anyway it has been 2 months since im in this unit oredi... though i hate the tasks i need to do but then im much more free to do anything... writing this blog for instance. *Kana maraki mata jua leh bos kang ni*.
and uhm.. wat else huh? oh.. abt raya, im not really in the mood for raya this year but i visited few of my fwens pulang and also attended the raya celebration in DST..
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Assalamualaikum.. & Selamat Hari Raya!!
so now i'm back i'm soooooooooo malas to redesign it again so i just copy and paste from other sites.. ok lah that's all for now.. btw plz do gimme ur links to ur blog so that i can re-link you guys.. aight? bah assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi wabarakatuh!
P/S: soon ada ku post tu on what i've been doin.. aight?
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Industrial Attachment : DST COM SDN BHD
Sorry guys i've been so busy nowadays, my attachment is actually in the second tallest building in brunei.. The DST Headquarter (Along with Milla & Caron) and i'm placed in CCU (Credit Control Unit) with Caron on the seventh floor and Milla is in the Simpur Finance on the 3rd Floor.
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DST Headquarters (Pic Taken From http://hierophyte.blogspot.com btw.. the banner is designed by a fwen of mine)
What is CCU? well we monitor the customer's credit usage, bar and unbar the prima lines and go! broadband (i saw ur name hadi.. HAHA) and also processing the returned mails. I'm with Caron (my school mate) in that unit. The peoples there are cool.. seriously.. and very friendly hehe.
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1st to the right in this picture is where our unit is situated
The Staffs
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The one behind The PC & Macbook Is Our Supervisor, Pg. Hadi, The One in green tudung is Fazreen, The One With a Pony Tail is Ida And The One With The Black, Gray & White Tudung Is Fiza.
Oh yeah.. btw u know what? my HP got stolen in Mamih, Salambigar (please don't ask me abt it) but now i have N82!! I Got It For $500 HAHAHA WOOHOO!!!! it has a 5 Megapixel camera with Xenon Flash (Real Camera Flash), nice speakers, has a connection to TV, and uhm.. also wifi and i can share my datas in it with my pc or control my pc with it.. and guess what? IT CAN HOLD UP TO 16GB MEMORY CARD!! HAHA I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!
N82.. WooHoo!!



















